It was in the depths of a slumbering 3 AM when it first happened – enveloped in an inky black room with dull moonlight glancing off the edges of my eager camera. I was trying to capture that elusive shot, but my mind felt as vacant as the starless sky outside. I was stuck – not in that room, per se – but as if a brick wall had sprung up within my creative consciousness. Ever been there, trapped behind a mental wall in your creative journey?
Statistically, almost 75% of creative professionals experience these hurdles in their career, naming it the ‘artist’s block’, a unique cousin of the infamous ‘writer’s block’. It’s a moment where the mind’s canvas turns surprisingly blank. The lens doesn’t matter, the lights feel insignificant and even the best models appear. Well. Just ordinary.
The Unseen Hurdle
As a photographer, the mental blocks don’t necessarily pop up at convenient times. They sneak in, right when you’re behind photoshoots, ruining those perfectly planned shooting schedules. ‘Hey, let’s postpone, shall we? My creativity decided to take a nap,’ you imagine sharing with your team, a bitter laugh echoing in your mind.
The origins of these ‘slow days,’ as we often term them, can be multifold. It could be fatigue: all those odd hours and chasing sunlight put a strain on your physical and mental health. Sometimes, it so happens that the world around you simply seems… uninspiring.
Finding the Key to the Lock
Unlocking the mind during these times is almost like trying to solve a puzzle without a reference picture. But that doesn’t mean we can’t pry open the barricade. It takes patience, self-retrospection, and sometimes a shift in our vantage point. ‘Look at it another way. As if it’s not your photoshoot but someone else’s. What would you wish they’d try?’, my mentor once advised during one of my initial ‘block’ episodes.
Exploring mediums beyond your genre can also spark that dormant creativity. An afternoon visit to an Art Museum, a deep dive into the world of abstract paintings or perhaps the rhythm of an unfamiliar soundtrack can sometimes knock loose a creativity clog. On the other end of the spectrum, even seemingly mundane activities like gardening, cooking or an evening walk has power to revive the lost strings of imagination.
In the Depths of Creativity
Conjuring up an illusion of creativity isn’t always about adorning the walls of your mind with flamboyant ideas. Sometimes, it’s about unearthing the subtlety of minimalistic beauty or the raw and rugged charm of a forgotten alleyway. It’s about allowing yourself to sink into the depths where reality and imagination blur and unearthing precious moments that are waiting to be captured in your frame.
Embracing the Block
Every artist must acknowledge that the ‘block’ is not a derailment; instead, it’s a part of the creative process, a subtle whisper from your craft begging you to take a step back, to breathe, and to recalibrate. It’s a pause that provokes us to probe our creative boundaries and to push them further.
In those seemingly quiet and uninspired moments, ask yourself, what is it that you’re missing? What have you taken for granted in your creative process? Or maybe, what is it about photography, about being behind photoshoots, that you’ve come to lose sight of?
A Journey, Not a Dead-End
Overcoming mental blocks is a journey of rediscovery, of unlearning and relearning one’s relationship with creativity. It requires an empathetic dialogue with oneself, recognizing your stressors or creative fears – whether it’s the dread of not living up to expectations or fear of rejection and failure. And with each inward conversation, you’ll encounter new doors of perception and artistic expression. Who knows, these moments, that once you thought of as roadblocks, might end up becoming the very stepping stones to your greatest masterpiece yet.
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